Untitled....for now

update. (only if you’re interested)

so graduation was the other day, and to me, it was a really bittersweet day. i was very proud of all my friends/graduates, but i couldn’t help myself and think that i should’ve been walking with them and going off to the real world. yes, i was holding back a few emotions, but all the positives definitely outweighed them. i was there to celebrate all of my friends’, that started college with me 4 years ago and have been through A LOT, efforts and hard work. i wish them well. maybe it wasn’t god’s plan for me to graduate this year, but for the next and i have already accepted the reality of it. i really hope that they come back to see me graduate and become a big kid like they did, not necessary but it would be nice. but anyway, CONGRATS Class of 2012!!! 

ps. i start my externship tomorrow. cool. just saying. 

HOLY GUACAMOLE. why do i have these really long gaps in between posts?

I remember when I made this title for my tumblr “Untitled….for now.” I know I’ve been on here, but it’s still untitled. I want to title it. eventually….

Hm.

i wonder if it’s bad for me to wonder what if. 

Sometimes I just feel like the shittiest person in the world. sometimes.